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the heir of redclyffe-第115部分

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ill。  Good…bye。  Wish me well through my part of confidant to…night。  

It is much against the grain; though I would give something to cheer up 

my poor sister。'



'I am sure you would;' thought Mary to herself; as she looked back at 

him: 'what a quantity of kind; right feeling there in under that odd; 

dry manner; that strives to appear to love nothing but a joke。'



As soon as Charlotte was gone to bed; Charles; in accordance with his 

determination; said to Laura;



'Have you any fancy for seeing Amy's letter?'



'Thank you;' and; without speaking; Laura took it。  He forbore to watch 

her expression as she read。  When she had finished; her face was fixed 

in silent unhappiness。



'He has been suffering a great deal; I am sure;' said Charles; kindly。  

It was the first voluntary word of compassion towards Philip that Laura 

had heard; and it was as grateful as unexpected。  Her face softened; 

and tears gushed from her eyes as she said;



'You do not know how much。  There he is grieving for me! thinking they 

will be angry with me; and hurting himself with that!  Oh! if this had 

but come before they set off!'



'Guy and Amy will tell them of his having written。'



'Dear; dear Guy and Amy!  He speaks so earnestly of their kindness。  I 

don't fear it so much now he and Guy understand each other。'



Recollecting her love; Charles refrained; only saying; 'You can rely on 

their doing everything to make it better。'



'I can hardly bear to think of what we owe to them;' said Laura。  'How 

glad I am that Amy was there after he wrote; when he was so much 

overcome!  Amy has written me such a very kind note; I think you must 

see thatit is so like her own dear self。'



She gave it to him; and he read:





'MY DEAREST;I never could tell you before how we have grieved for you 

ever since we knew it。  I am so sorry I wrote such dreadful accounts; 

and Guy says he wants to ask your pardon; if he ever said anything that 

pained you about Philip。  I understand all your unhappiness now; my 

poor dear; but it will be better now it is known。  Don't be reserved; 

with Charlie; pray; for if he sees you are unhappy; he will be so very 

kind。  I have just seen Philip again; and found him rested and better。  

He is only anxious about you; but I tell him I know you will be glad it 

is told。



        'Your most affectionate sister;

                             'A。 F。 M。'





'Laura' said Charles; finishing the letter; 'Amy gives you very good 

advice; as far as I am concerned。  I do want to be of as much use to 

you as I canI mean as kind。'



'I knowI know; thank you;' said Laura; struggling with her tears。  

'You have beenyou are; but'



'Ay;' thought Charles; 'I see; she won't be satisfied; if my kindness 

includes her alone。  What will my honesty let me say to please her?  

Oh! I know。You must not expect me to say that Philip has; behaved 

properly; Laura; nothing but being in love could justify such a 

delusion; but I do say that there is greatness of mind in his 

confessing it; especially at a time when he could put it off; and is so 

unequal to agitation。'



It was the absence of any tone of satire that made this speech come 

home to Laura as it was meant。  There was no grudging in the praise; 

and she answered; in a very low; broken voice;



'You will think so still more when you see this note; which he sent 

open; inside mine; to be given to papa when I had told my own story。  

Oh; his considerateness for me!'



She gave it to him。  The address; 'C。 Edmonstone; Esq。;' was a mere 

scrawl; and within the writing was very trembling and weak。  Charles 

remarked it; and she answered by saying that her own letter began in 

his own strong hand; but failed and grew shaky at the end; as if from 

fatigue and agitation。  The words were few; brief; and simple; very 

unlike his usual manner of letter…writing。





'MY DEAR UNCLE;My conduct has been unjustifiableI feel it。  Do not 

visit it on LauraI alone should suffer。  I entreat your pardon; and 

my aunt's; and leave all to you。  I will write more at length。  Be kind 

to her。Yours affectionately;

                         'PH。 M。'





'Poor Philip!' said Charles; really very much touched。  From that 

moment; Laura no longer felt completely isolated; and deprived of 

sympathy。  She sat by Charles till late that night; and told him the 

whole history of her engagement; much relieved by the outpouring of her 

long…hidden griefs; and comforted by his kindness; though he could not 

absolutely refrain from words and gestures of censure。  It was as 

strange that Charles should be the first person to whom Laura told this 

history; as that Guy should have been Philip's first confidant。









CHAPTER 35







There is a Rock; and nigh at hand;

A shadow in a weary land;

Who in that stricken Rock hath rest;

Finds water gushing from its breast。NEALE





In the meantime the days passed at Recoara without much change for the 

better or worse。  After the first week; Guy's fever had diminished; his 

pulse was lower; the drowsiness ceased; and it seemed as if there was 

nothing to prevent absolute recovery。  But though each morning seemed 

to bring improvement; it never lasted; the fever; though not high; 

could never be entirely reduced; and strength was perceptibly wasting; 

in spite of every means of keeping it up。



There was not much positive suffering; very little even of headache; 

and he was cheerful; though speaking little; because he was told not to 

excite or exhaust himself。  Languor and lassitude were the chief causes 

of discomfort; and as his strength failed; there came fits of 

exhaustion and oppression that tried him severely。  At first; these 

were easily removed by stimulants; but remedies seemed to lose their 

effect; and the sinking was almost death…like。



'I think I could bear acute pain better!' he said one day; and more 

than once the sigh broke from him almost unconsciously;'Oh for one 

breath of Redclyffe sea…wind!'  Indeed; it seemed as if the close air 

of the shut…in…valley; at the end of a long hot day was almost enough 

to overwhelm him; weak as he had become。  Every morning; when Amabel 

let in the fresh breeze at the window; she predicted it would be a cool 

day; and do him good; every afternoon the wind abated; the sun shone 

full in; the room was stifling; the faintness came on; and after a few 

vain attempts at relieving it; Guy sighed that there was nothing for it 

but quiet; and Amy was obliged to acquiesce。  As the sun set; the 

breeze sprung up; it became cooler; he fell asleep; awoke revived; was 

comfortable all the evening; and Amy left him at eleven or twelve; with 

hopes of his having a good night。



It seemed to her as if ages had passed in this way; when one evening 

two letters were brought in。



'From mamma!' said she; 'and this one;' holding it up; 'is for you。  It 

must have been hunting us everywhere。  How many different directions!'



'From Markham;' said Guy。  'It must be the letter we were waiting for。'



The letter to tell them Redclyffe was ready to receive them!  Amabel 

put it down with a strange sensation; and opened her mother's。  With a 

start of joy she exclaimed



'They are comingmamma and papa!'



'Then all is right!'



'If we do not receive a much better account;' read Amy; 'we shall set 

off early on Wednesday; and hope to be with you not long after you 

receive this letter。'



'Oh I am so glad!  I wonder how Charlie gets on without her。'



'It is a great comfort;' said Guy。



'Now you will see what a nurse mamma is!'



'Now you will be properly cared for。'



'How nice it will be!  She will take care of you all night; and never 

be tired; and devise everything I am too stupid for; and make you so 

comfortable!'



'Nay; no one could do that better than you; Amy。  But it is joy indeed…

…to see mamma againto know you are safe with her。  Everything comes 

to make it easy!'  The last words were spoken very low; and she did not 

disturb him by saying anything till he asked about the rest of the 

letter; and desired her to read Markham's to him。



This cost her some pain; for it had been written in ignorance of even 

Philip's illness; and detailed triumphantly the preparations at 

Redclyffe; hinting that they must send timely notice of their return; 

or they would disappoint the tenantry; who intended grand doings; and 

concluding with a short lecture on the inexpediency of lingering in 

foreign parts。



'Poor Markham;' said Guy。



She understood; but these things did not come on her like a shock now; 

for he had been saying them more or less ever since the beginning of 

his illness; and fully occupied as she was; she never opened her mind 

to the future。  After a long silence; Guy said



'I am very sorry for him。  I have been making Arna
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