the kentons-第5部分

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III。

It　was　some　time　before　they　arrived　at　a　common　agreement　as　to　what
Kenton　thought；　and　when　they　reached　it　they　decided　that　they　must
leave　the　matter　altogether　to　Ellen；　as　they　had　done　before。　　They
would　never　force　her　to　anything；　and　if；　after　all　that　her　mother
could　say；　she　still　wished　to　see　the　fellow；　they　would　not　deny　her。

When　it　came　to　this；　Ellen　was　a　long　time　silent；　so　long　a　time　that
her　mother　was　beginning　restively　to　doubt　whether　she　was　going　to
speak　at　all。　　Then　she　drew　a　long；　silent　breath。　　〃I　suppose　I　ought
to　despise　myself；　momma；　for　caring　for　him；　when　he's　never　really　said
that　he　cared　for　me。〃

〃No；　no；〃　her　mother　faltered。

〃But　I　do；　I　do！〃　　she　gave　way　piteously。　　〃I　can't　help　it！　　He　doesn't
say　so；　even　now。〃

〃No；　he　doesn't。〃　　It　hurt　her　mother　to　own　the　fact　that　alone　gave　her
hope。

The　girl　was　a　long　time　silent　again　before　she　asked；　〃Has　poppa　got
the　tickets？〃

〃Why；　he　wouldn't；　Ellen；　child；　till　he　knew　how　you　felt；〃　her　mother
tenderly　reproached　her。

〃He'd　better　not　wait！〃　　The　tears　ran　silently　down　Ellen's　cheeks；　and
her　lips　twitched　a　little　between　these　words　and　the　next；　she　spoke　as
if　it　were　still　of　her　father；　but　her　mother　understood。　　〃If　he　ever
does　say　so；　don't　you　speak　a　word　to　me；　momma；　and　don't　you　let
poppa。〃

〃No；　indeed　I　won't；〃　her　mother　promised。　　〃Have　we　ever　interfered；
Ellen？　　Have　we　ever　tried　to　control　you？〃

〃He　WOULD　have　said　so；　if　he　hadn't　seen　that　everybody　was　against
him。〃　　The　mother　bore　without　reply　the　ingratitude　and　injustice　that
she　knew　were　from　the　child's　pain　and　not　from　her　will。　　〃Where　is　his
letter？　　Give　me　his　letter！〃　　She　nervously　twitched　it　from　her
mother's　hand　and　ran　it　into　her　pocket。　　She　turned　away　to　go　and　put
off　her　hat；　which　she　still　wore　from　coming　in　with　Lottie；　but　she
stopped　and　looked　over　her　shoulder　at　her　mother。　　〃I'm　going　to　answer
it；　and　I　don't　want　you　ever　to　ask　me　what　I've　said。　　Will　you？〃

〃No；　I　won't；　Nelly。〃

〃Well；　then！〃

The　next　night　she　went　with　Boyne　and　Lottie　to　the　apartment　overhead
to　spend　their　last　evening　with　the　young　people　there；　who　were　going
into　the　country　the　next　day。　　She　came　back　without　the　others；　who
wished　to　stay　a　little　longer；　as　she　said；　with　a　look　of　gay
excitement　in　her　eyes；　which　her　mother　knew　was　not　happiness。　　Mrs。
Kenton　had　an　impulse　to　sweep　into　her　lap　the　lithograph　plans　of　the
steamer；　and　the　passage　ticket　which　lay　open　on　the　table　before
herself　and　her　husband。　　But　it　was　too　late　to　hide　them　from　Ellen。　
She　saw　them；　and　caught　up　the　ticket；　and　read　it；　and　flung　it　down
again。　　〃Oh；　I　didn't　think　you　would　do　it！〃　she　burst　out；　and　she　ran
away　to　her　room；　where　they　could　hear　her　sobbing；　as　they　sat
haggardly　facing　each　other。

〃Well；　that　settles　it；〃　said　Benton　at　last；　with　a　hard　gulp。

〃Oh；　I　suppose　so；〃　his　wife　assented。

On　his　part；　now；　he　had　a　genuine　regret　for　her　disappointment　from　the
sad　safety　of　the　trouble　that　would　keep　them　at　home；　and　on　her　part
she　could　be　glad　of　it　if　any　sort　of　comfort　could　come　out　of　it　to
him。

〃Till　she　says　go；〃　he　added；　〃we've　got　to　stay。〃

〃Oh　yes；〃　his　wife　responded。　　〃The　worst　of　it　is；　we　can't　even　go　back
to　Tuskingum：'　He　looked　up　suddenly　at　her；　and　she　saw　that　be　had　not
thought　of　this。　　She　made　〃Tchk！〃　in　sheer　amaze　at　him。

〃We　won't　cross　that　river　till　we　come　to　it；〃　he　said；　sullenly；　but
half…ashamed。　　The　next　morning　the　situation　had　not　changed　overnight；
as　they　somehow　both　crazily　hoped　it　might；　and　at　breakfast；　which　they
had　at　a　table　grown　more　remote　from　others　with　the　thinning　out　of　the
winter　guests　of　the　hotel；　the　father　and　mother　sat　down　alone　in
silence　which　was　scarcely　broken　till　Lottie　and　Boyne　joined　them。

〃Where's　Ellen？〃　　the　boy　demanded。

〃She's　having　her　breakfast　in　her　room；〃　Mrs。　Kenton　answered。

〃She　says　she　don't　want　to　eat　anything；〃　Lottie　reported。　　〃She　made
the　man　take　it　away　again。〃

The　gloom　deepened　in　the　faces　of　the　father　and　mother；　but　neither
spoke；　and　Boyne　resumed　the　word　again　in　a　tone　of　philosophic
speculation。　　〃I　don't　see　how　I'm　going　to　get　along；　with　those
European　breakfasts。　　They　say　you　can't　get　anything　but　cold　meat　or
eggs；　and　generally　they　don't　expect　to　give　you　anything　but　bread　and
butter　with　your　coffee。　　I　don't　think　that's　the　way　to　start　the　day；
do　you；　poppa？〃

Kenton　seemed　not　to　have　heard；　for　he　went　on　silently　eating；　and　the
mother；　who　had　not　been　appealed　to；　merely　looked　distractedly　across
the　table　at　her　children。

〃Mr。　Plumpton　says　he's　coming　down　to　see　us　off；〃　said　Lottie；
smoothing　her　napkin　in　her　lap。　　〃Do　you　know　the　time　of　day　when　the
boat　sails；　momma？〃

〃Yes；〃　her　brother　broke　in；　〃and　if　I　had　been　momma　I'd　have　boxed　your
ears　for　the　way　you　went　on　with　him。　　You　fairly　teased　him　to　come。　
The　way　Lottie　goes　on　with　men　is　a　shame；　momma。〃

〃What　time　does　the　boat　sail；　momma！〃　Lottie　blandly　persisted。　　〃I
promised　to　let　Mr。　Plumpton　know。〃

〃Yes；　so　as　to　get　a　chance　to　write　to　him；〃　said　Boyne。　　〃I　guess　when
he　sees　your　spelling！〃

〃Momma！　　Do　wake　up！　　What　time　does　our　steamer　sail？〃

A　light　of　consciousness　came　into　Mrs。　Renton's　eyes　at　last；　and　she
sighed　gently。　　〃We're　not　going；　Lottie。〃

〃Not　going！　　Why；　but　we've　got　the　tickets；　and　I've　told〃

〃Your　father　has　decided　not　to　go；　for　the　present。　　We　may　go　later　in
the　summer；　or　perhaps　in　the　fall。〃

Boyne　looked　at　his　father's　troubled　face；　and　said　nothing；　but　Lottie
was　not　stayed　from　the　expression　of　her　feelings　by　any　ill…timed
consideration　for　what　her　father's　might　be。　　〃I　just　know；〃　she　fired；
〃it's　something　to　do　with　that　nasty　Bittridge。　　He's　been　a　bitter　dose
to　this　family！　　As　soon　as　I　saw　Ellen　have　a　letter　I　was　sure　it　was
from　him；　and　she　ought　to　be　ashamed。　　If　I　had　played　the　simpleton
with　such　a　fellow　I　guess　you　wouldn't　have　let　me　keep　you　from　going
to　Europe　very　much。　　What　is　she　going　to　do　now？　　Marry　him？　　Or
doesn't　he　want　her　to？〃

〃Lottie！〃　said　her　mother；　and　her　father　glanced　up　at　her　with　a　face
that　silenced　her。

〃When　you've　been　half　as　good　a　girl　as　Ellen　has　been；　in　this　whole
matter；〃　he　said；　darkly；　〃it　will　be　time　for　you　to　complain　of　the　way
you've　been　treated。〃

〃Oh　yes；　I　know　you　like　Ellen　the　best；〃　said　the　girl；　defiantly。

〃Don't　say　such　a　thing；　Lottie！〃　　said　her　mother。　　〃Your　father　loves
all　his　children　alike；　and　I　won't　have　you　talking　so　to　him。　　Ellen
has　had　a　great　deal　to　bear；　and　she　has　behaved　beautifully。　　If　we　are
not　going　to　Europe　it　is　because　we　have　decided　that　it　is　best　not　to
go；　and　I　wish　to　hear　nothing　more　from　you　about　it。〃

〃Oh　yes！　　And　a　nice　position　it　leaves　me　in；　when　I've　been　taking
good…bye　of　everybody！　　Well；　I　hope　to　goodness　you　won't　say　anything
about　it　till　the　Plumptons　get　away。　　I　couldn't　have　the　face　to　meet
them　if　you　did。〃

〃It　won't　be　necessary　to　say　anything；　or　you　can　say　that　we've　merely
postponed　our　sailing。　　People　are　always　doing　that。〃

〃It's　not　to　be　a　postponement；〃　said　Kenton；　so　sternly　that　no　one
ventured　to　dispute　him；　the　children　because　they　were　afraid　of　him；
and　their　mother　because　she　was　suffering　for　him。

At　the　steamship　office；　however；　the　authorities　represented　that　it　was
now　so　near　the　date　of　his　sailing　that　they　could　not　allow　him　to
relinquish　his　passages　except　at　his　own　risk。　　They　would　try　to　sell
his　ticket　for　him；　but　they　could　not　take　it　back；　and　they　could　not
promise　to　sell　it。　　There　was　reason　in　what　they　said；　but　if　there　had
been　none；　they　had　the　four　hundred　dollars　which　Kenton　had　paid　for
his　five　berths　and　they　had　at　least　the　advantage　of　him　in　the
argument　by　that　means。　　He　put　the　ticket　back　in　his　pocket…book
without　attempting　to　answer　them；　and　deferred　his　decision　till　he
could　advise　with　his　wife；　who；　after　he　left　the　breakfast…table　upon
his　errand　to　the　steamship　office；　had　abandoned　her　children　to　their
own　devices；　and　gone　to　scold　Ellen　for　not　eating。

She　had　not　the　heart　to　scold　her　when　she　found　the　girl　lying　face
downward　in　the　pillow；　with　her　thin　arms　thrown　up　through　the　coils
and　heaps　of　her　loose…flung　hair。　　She　was　so　alight　that　her　figure
scarcely　defined　itself　under　the　bedclothes；　the　dark　hair；　and　the
white；　outstretched　arms　seemed　all　there　was　of　her。　　She　did　not　stir；
but　her　mother　knew　she　was　not　sleeping。　　〃Ellen；〃　she　said；　gently；
〃you　needn't　be　troubled　about　our　going　to　Europe。　　Your　father　has　gone
down　to　the　steamship　office　to　give　back　his　ticket。〃

The　girl　flashed　her　face　round　with　nervous　quickness。　　〃Gone　to　give
back　his　ticket！〃

〃Yes；　we　decided　it　last　night。　　He's　never　really　wanted　to　go；　and〃

〃But　I　don't　wish　poppa　to　give　up　his　ticket！〃　　said　Ellen。　　〃He　must
get　it　again。　　I　shall　die　if　I　stay　here；　momma。　　We　have