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the mirror of the sea-第38部分

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joyously to her death before。  She rose and fell; as if floating in



space; and darted forward; whizzing like an arrow。  Dominic;



stooping under the foot of the foresail; reappeared; and stood



steadying himself against the mast; with a raised forefinger in an



attitude of expectant attention。  A second before the shock his arm



fell down by his side。  At that I set my teeth。  And then …







Talk of splintered planks and smashed timbers!  This shipwreck lies



upon my soul with the dread and horror of a homicide; with the



unforgettable remorse of having crushed a living; faithful heart at



a single blow。  At one moment the rush and the soaring swing of



speed; the next a crash; and death; stillness … a moment of



horrible immobility; with the song of the wind changed to a



strident wail; and the heavy waters boiling up menacing and



sluggish around the corpse。  I saw in a distracting minute the



foreyard fly fore and aft with a brutal swing; the men all in a



heap; cursing with fear; and hauling frantically at the line of the



boat。  With a strange welcoming of the familiar I saw also Cesar



amongst them; and recognised Dominic's old; well…known; effective



gesture; the horizontal sweep of his powerful arm。  I recollect



distinctly saying to myself; 〃Cesar must go down; of course;〃 and



then; as I was scrambling on all fours; the swinging tiller I had



let go caught me a crack under the ear; and knocked me over



senseless。







I don't think I was actually unconscious for more than a few



minutes; but when I came to myself the dinghy was driving before



the wind into a sheltered cove; two men just keeping her straight



with their oars。  Dominic; with his arm round my shoulders;



supported me in the stern…sheets。







We landed in a familiar part of the country。  Dominic took one of



the boat's oars with him。  I suppose he was thinking of the stream



we would have presently to cross; on which there was a miserable



specimen of a punt; often robbed of its pole。  But first of all we



had to ascend the ridge of land at the back of the Cape。  He helped



me up。  I was dizzy。  My head felt very large and heavy。  At the



top of the ascent I clung to him; and we stopped to rest。







To the right; below us; the wide; smoky bay was empty。  Dominic had



kept his word。  There was not a chip to be seen around the black



rock from which the Tremolino; with her plucky heart crushed at one



blow; had slipped off into deep water to her eternal rest。  The



vastness of the open sea was smothered in driving mists; and in the



centre of the thinning squall; phantom…like; under a frightful



press of canvas; the unconscious guardacosta dashed on; still



chasing to the northward。  Our men were already descending the



reverse slope to look for that punt which we knew from experience



was not always to be found easily。  I looked after them with dazed;



misty eyes。  One; two; three; four。







〃Dominic; where's Cesar?〃 I cried。







As if repulsing the very sound of the name; the Padrone made that



ample; sweeping; knocking…down gesture。  I stepped back a pace and



stared at him fearfully。  His open shirt uncovered his muscular



neck and the thick hair on his chest。  He planted the oar upright



in the soft soil; and rolling up slowly his right sleeve; extended



the bare arm before my face。







〃This;〃 he began; with an extreme deliberation; whose superhuman



restraint vibrated with the suppressed violence of his feelings;



〃is the arm which delivered the blow。  I am afraid it is your own



gold that did the rest。  I forgot all about your money。〃  He



clasped his hands together in sudden distress。  〃I forgot; I



forgot;〃 he repeated disconsolately。







〃Cesar stole the belt?〃 I stammered out; bewildered。







〃And who else?  CANALLIA!  He must have been spying on you for



days。  And he did the whole thing。  Absent all day in Barcelona。



TRADITORE!  Sold his jacket … to hire a horse。  Ha! ha!  A good



affair!  I tell you it was he who set him at us。 。 。 。〃







Dominic pointed at the sea; where the guardacosta was a mere dark



speck。  His chin dropped on his breast。







〃。 。 。 On information;〃 he murmured; in a gloomy voice。  〃A



Cervoni!  Oh! my poor brother! 。 。 。〃







〃And you drowned him;〃 I said feebly。







〃I struck once; and the wretch went down like a stone … with the



gold。  Yes。  But he had time to read in my eyes that nothing could



save him while I was alive。  And had I not the right … I; Dominic



Cervoni; Padrone; who brought him aboard your fellucca … my nephew;



a traitor?〃







He pulled the oar out of the ground and helped me carefully down



the slope。  All the time he never once looked me in the face。  He



punted us over; then shouldered the oar again and waited till our



men were at some distance before he offered me his arm。  After we



had gone a little way; the fishing hamlet we were making for came



into view。  Dominic stopped。







〃Do you think you can make your way as far as the houses by



yourself?〃 he asked me quietly。







〃Yes; I think so。  But why?  Where are you going; Dominic?〃







〃Anywhere。  What a question!  Signorino; you are but little more



than a boy to ask such a question of a man having this tale in his



family。  AH!  TRADITORE!  What made me ever own that spawn of a



hungry devil for our own blood!  Thief; cheat; coward; liar … other



men can deal with that。  But I was his uncle; and so 。 。 。 I wish



he had poisoned me … CHAROGNE!  But this:  that I; a confidential



man and a Corsican; should have to ask your pardon for bringing on



board your vessel; of which I was Padrone; a Cervoni; who has



betrayed you … a traitor! … that is too much。  It is too much。



Well; I beg your pardon; and you may spit in Dominic's face because



a traitor of our blood taints us all。  A theft may be made good



between men; a lie may be set right; a death avenged; but what can



one do to atone for a treachery like this? 。 。 。 Nothing。〃







He turned and walked away from me along the bank of the stream;



flourishing a vengeful arm and repeating to himself slowly; with



savage emphasis:  〃AH!  CANAILLE!  CANAILLE!  CANAILLE!。 。 。〃  He



left me there trembling with weakness and mute with awe。  Unable to



make a sound; I gazed after the strangely desolate figure of that



seaman carrying an oar on his shoulder up a barren; rock…strewn



ravine under the dreary leaden sky of Tremolino's last day。  Thus;



walking deliberately; with his back to the sea; Dominic vanished



from my sight。







With the quality of our desires; thoughts; and wonder proportioned



to our infinite littleness; we measure even time itself by our own



stature。  Imprisoned in the house of personal illusions; thirty



centuries in mankind's history seem less to look back upon than



thirty years of our own life。  And Dominic Cervoni takes his place



in my memory by the side of the legendary wanderer on the sea of



marvels and terrors; by the side of the fatal and impious



adventurer; to whom the evoked shade of the soothsayer predicted a



journey inland with an oar on his shoulder; till he met men who had



never set eyes on ships and oars。  It seems to me I can see them



side by side in the twilight of an arid land; the unfortunate



possessors of the secret lore of the sea; bearing the emblem of



their hard calling on their shoulders; surrounded by silent and



curious men:  even as I; too; having turned my back upon the sea;



am bearing those few pages in the twilight; with the hope of



finding in an inland valley the silent welcome of some patient



listener。















XLVI。















〃A fellow has now no chance of promotion unless he jumps into the



muzzle of a gun and crawls out of the touch…hole。〃







He who; a hundred years ago; more or less; pronounced the above



words in the uneasiness of his heart; thirsting for professional



distinction; was a young naval officer。  Of his life; career;



achievements; and end nothing is preserved for the edification of



his young successors in the fleet of to…day … nothing but this



phrase; which; sailor…like in the simplicity of personal sentiment



and strength of graphic expression; embodies the spirit of the



epoch。  This obscure but vigorous testimony has its price; its



significance; and its lesson。  It comes to us from a worthy



ancestor。  We do not know whether he lived long enough for a chance



of that promotion whose way was so arduous。  He belongs to the



great array of the unknown … who are great; indeed; by the sum



total of the devoted effort put out; and the colossal scale of



success attained by their insatiable and steadfast ambition。  We do



not know his name; we only know of him what is material for us to



know …
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