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modeste mignon-第34部分

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family。〃



〃Alas for the child that finds her happiness in resisting them;〃 said

the colonel; gravely。 〃In 1813 I saw one of my comrades; the Marquis

d'Aiglemont; marry his cousin against the wishes of her father; and

the pair have since paid dear for the obstinacy which the young girl

took for love。 The family must be sovereign in marriage。〃



〃My poet has told me all that;〃 she answered。 〃He played Orgon for

some time; and he was brave enough to disparage the personal lives of

poets。〃



〃I have read your letters;〃 said Charles Mignon; with the flicker of a

malicious smile on his lips that made Modeste very uneasy; 〃and I

ought to remark that your last epistle was scarcely permissible in any

woman; even a Julie d'Etanges。 Good God! what harm novels do!〃



〃We should live them; my dear father; whether people wrote them or

not; I think it is better to read them。 There are not so many

adventures in these days as there were under Louis XIV。 and Louis XV。;

and so they publish fewer novels。 Besides; if you have read those

letters; you must know that I have chosen the most angelic soul; the

most sternly upright man for your son…in…law; and you must have seen

that we love one another at least as much as you and mamma love each

other。 Well; I admit that it was not all exactly conventional; I did;

if you WILL have me say so; wrong〃



〃I have read your letters;〃 said her father; interrupting her; 〃and I

know exactly how far your lover justified you in your own eyes for a

proceeding which might be permissible in some woman who understood

life; and who was led away by strong passion; but which in a young

girl of twenty was a monstrous piece of wrong…doing。〃



〃Yes; wrong…doing for commonplace people; for the narrow…minded

Gobenheims; who measure life with a square rule。 Please let us keep to

the artistic and poetic life; papa。 We young girls have only two ways

to act; we must let a man know we love him by mincing and simpering;

or we must go to him frankly。 Isn't the last way grand and noble? We

French girls are delivered over by our families like so much

merchandise; at sixty days' sight; sometimes thirty; like Mademoiselle

Vilquin; but in England; and Switzerland; and Germany; they follow

very much the plan I have adopted。 Now what have you got to say to

that? Am I not half German?〃



〃Child!〃 cried the colonel; looking at her; 〃the supremacy of France

comes from her sound common…sense; from the logic to which her noble

language constrains her mind。 France is the reason of the whole world。

England and Germany are romantic in their marriage customs;though

even there noble families follow our customs。 You certainly do not

mean to deny that your parents; who know life; who are responsible for

your soul and for your happiness; have no right to guard you from the

stumbling…blocks that are in your way? Good heavens!〃 he continued;

speaking half to himself; 〃is it their fault; or is it ours? Ought we

to hold our children under an iron yoke? Must we be punished for the

tenderness that leads us to make them happy; and teaches our hearts

how to do so?〃



Modeste watched her father out of the corner of her eye as she

listened to this species of invocation; uttered in a broken voice。



〃Was it wrong;〃 she said; 〃in a girl whose heart was free; to choose

for her husband not only a charming companion; but a man of noble

genius; born to an honorable position; a gentleman; the equal of

myself; a gentlewoman?〃



〃You love him?〃 asked her father。



〃Father!〃 she said; laying her head upon his breast; 〃would you see me

die?〃



〃Enough!〃 said the old soldier。 〃I see your love is inextinguishable。〃



〃Yes; inextinguishable。〃



〃Can nothing change it?〃



〃Nothing。〃



〃No circumstances; no treachery; no betrayal? You mean that you will

love him in spite of everything; because of his personal attractions?

Even though he proved a D'Estourny; would you love him still?〃



〃Oh; my father! you do not know your daughter。 Could I love a coward;

a man without honor; without faith?〃



〃But suppose he had deceived you?〃



〃He? that honest; candid soul; half melancholy? You are joking;

father; or else you have never met him。〃



〃But you see now that your love is not inextinguishable; as you chose

to call it。 I have already made you admit that circumstances could

alter your poem; don't you now see that fathers are good for

something?〃



〃You want to give me a lecture; papa; it is positively l'Ami des

Enfants over again。〃



〃Poor deceived girl;〃 said her father; sternly; 〃it is no lecture of

mine; I count for nothing in it; indeed; I am only trying to soften

the blow。〃



〃Father; don't play tricks with my life;〃 exclaimed Modeste; turning

pale。



〃Then; my daughter; summon all your courage。 It is you who have been

playing tricks with your life; and life is now tricking you。〃



Modeste looked at her father in stupid amazement。



〃Suppose that young man whom you love; whom you saw four days ago at

church in Havre; was a deceiver?〃



〃Never!〃 she cried; 〃that noble head; that pale face full of poetry〃



〃was a lie;〃 said the colonel interrupting her。 〃He was no more

Monsieur de Canalis than I am that sailor over there putting out to

sea。〃



〃Do you know what you are killing in me?〃 she said in a low voice。



〃Comfort yourself; my child; though accident has put the punishment of

your fault into the fault itself; the harm done is not irreparable。

The young man whom you have seen; and with whom you exchanged hearts

by correspondence; is a loyal and honorable fellow; he came to me and

confided everything。 He loves you; and I have no objection to him as a

son…in…law。〃



〃If he is not Canalis; who is he then?〃 said Modeste in a changed

voice。



〃The secretary; his name is Ernest de La Briere。 He is not a nobleman;

but he is one of those plain men with fixed principles and sound

morality who satisfy parents。 However; that is not the point; you have

seen him and nothing can change your heart; you have chosen him;

comprehend his soul; it is as beautiful as he himself。〃



The count was interrupted by a heavy sigh from Modeste。 The poor girl

sat with her eyes fixed on the sea; pale and rigid as death; as if a

pistol shot had struck her in those fatal words; A PLAIN MAN; WITH

FIXED PRINCIPLES AND SOUND MORALITY。



〃Deceived!〃 she said at last。



〃Like your poor sister; but less fatally。〃



〃Let us go home; father;〃 she said; rising from the hillock on which

they were sitting。 〃Papa; hear me; I swear before God to obey your

wishes; whatever they may be; in the AFFAIR of my marriage。〃



〃Then you don't love him any longer?〃 asked her father。



〃I loved an honest man; with no falsehood on his face; upright as

yourself; incapable of disguising himself like an actor; with the

paint of another man's glory on his cheeks。〃



〃You said nothing could change you〃; remarked the colonel; ironically。



〃Ah; do not trifle with me!〃 she exclaimed; clasping her hands and

looking at her father in distressful anxiety; 〃don't you see that you

are wringing my heart and destroying my beliefs with your jokes。〃



〃God forbid! I have told you the exact truth。〃



〃You are very kind; father;〃 she said after a pause; and with a sort

of solemnity。



〃He has kept your letters;〃 resumed the colonel; 〃now suppose the rash

caresses of your soul had fallen into the hands of one of those poets

who; as Dumay says; light their cigars with them?〃



〃Oh!you are going too far。〃



〃Canalis told him so。〃



〃Has Dumay seen Canalis?〃



〃Yes;〃 answered her father。



The two walked along in silence。



〃So that is why that GENTLEMAN;〃 resumed Modeste; 〃told me so much

harm of poets and poetry; no wonder the little secretary said Why;〃

she added; interrupting herself; 〃his virtues; his noble qualities;

his fine sentiments are nothing but an epistolary theft! The man who

steals glory and a name may very likely〃



〃break locks; steal purses; and cut people's throats on the

highway;〃 cried the colonel。 〃Ah; you young girls; that's just like

you;with your peremptory opinions and your ignorance of life。 A man

who once deceives a woman was born under the scaffold on which he

ought to die。〃



This ridicule stopped Modeste's effervescence for a moment and least;

and again there was silence。



〃My child;〃 said the colonel; presently; 〃men in society; as in nature

everywhere; are made to win the hearts of women; and women must defend

themselves。 You have chosen to invert the parts。 Was that wise?

Everything is false in a false position。 The first wrong…doing was

yours。 No; a man is not a monster because he seeks to please a woman;

it is our right to win her by aggression with all its consequences;

short of crime and cowardice。 A man may have many virtues even if he

does deceive a woman; if he deceives her; i
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