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the island pharisees-第38部分

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enthusiasm; to which was joined a kind of shocked amusement; as who

should say; 〃Of course; I know it's very odd; but really he 's such

an awfully interesting person。〃  For John Noble was a politician;

belonging to one of those two Peculiar parties; which; thoroughly in

earnest; of an honesty above suspicion; and always very busy; are

constitutionally averse to anything peculiar for fear of finding they

have overstepped the limit of what is practical in politics。  As such

he inspired confidence; not caring for things unless he saw some

immediate benefit to be had from them; having a perfect sense of

decency; and a small imagination。  He discussed all sorts of things

with Ferrand; on one occasion Shelton overheard them arguing on

anarchism。



〃No Englishman approves of murder;〃 Noble was saying; in the gloomy

voice that contrasted with the optimistic cast of his fine head; 〃but

the main principle is right。  Equalisation of property is bound to

come。  I sympathise with then; not with their methods。〃



〃Forgive me;〃 struck in Ferrand; 〃do you know any anarchists?〃



〃No;〃 returned Noble; 〃I certainly do not。〃



〃You say you sympathise with them; but the first time it comes to

action…〃



〃Well?〃



〃Oh; monsieur! one doesn't make anarchism with the head。〃



Shelton perceived that he had meant to add; 〃but with the heart; the

lungs; the liver。〃  He drew a deeper meaning from the saying; and

seemed to see; curling with the smoke from Ferrand's lips; the words:

〃What do you; an English gentleman; of excellent position; and all

the prejudices of your class; know about us outcasts?  If you want to

understand us you must be an outcast too; we are not playing at the

game。〃



This talk took place upon the lawn; at the end of one of Toddles's

French lessons; and Shelton left John Noble maintaining to the

youthful foreigner; with stubborn logic; that he; John Noble; and the

anarchists had much; in common。  He was returning to the house; when

someone called his name from underneath the holm oak。  There; sitting

Turkish fashion on the grass; a pipe between his teeth; he found a

man who had arrived the night before; and impressed him by his

friendly taciturnity。  His name was Whyddon; and he had just returned

from Central Africa; a brown…faced; large…jawed man; with small but

good and steady eyes; and strong; spare figure。



〃Oh; Mr。 Shelton!〃 he said; 〃I wondered if you could tell me what

tips I ought to give the servants here; after ten years away I 've

forgotten all about that sort of thing。〃



Shelton sat down beside him; unconsciously assuming; too; a cross…

legged attitude; which caused him much discomfort。



〃I was listening;〃 said his new acquaintance; 〃to the little chap

learning his French。  I've forgotten mine。  One feels a hopeless

duffer knowing no; languages。〃



〃I suppose you speak Arabic?〃 said Shelton。



〃Oh; Arabic; and a dialect or two; they don't count。  That tutor has

a curious face。〃



〃You think so?〃 said Shelton; interested。  〃He's had a curious life。〃



The traveller spread his hands; palms downwards; on the grass and

looked at Shelton with; a smile。



〃I should say he was a rolling stone;〃 he said。  〃It 's odd; I' ve

seen white men in Central Africa with a good deal of his look about

them。



〃Your diagnosis is a good one;〃 answered Shelton。



〃I 'm always sorry for those fellows。  There's generally some good in

them。  They are their own enemies。  A bad business to be unable to

take pride in anything one does!〃  And there was a look of pity on

his face。



〃That's exactly it;〃 said Shelton。  〃I 've often tried to put it into

words。  Is it incurable?〃



〃I think so。〃



〃Can you tell me why?〃



Whyddon pondered。



〃I rather think;〃 he said at last; 〃it must be because they have too

strong a faculty of criticism。  You can't teach a man to be proud of

his own work; that lies in his blood 〃; folding his arms across his

breast; he heaved a sigh。  Under the dark foliage; his eyes on the

sunlight; he was the type of all those Englishmen who keep their

spirits bright and wear their bodies out in the dark places of hard

work。  〃You can't think;〃 he said; showing his teeth in a smile; 〃how

delightful it is to be at home!  You learn to love the old country

when you're away from it。〃



Shelton often thought; afterwards; of this diagnosis of the vagabond;

for he was always stumbling on instances of that power of subtle

criticism which was the young foreigner's prime claim to be 〃a most

awfully interesting〃 and perhaps a rather shocking person。



An old school…fellow of Shelton's and his wife were staying in the

house; who offered to the eye the picture of a perfect domesticity。

Passionless and smiling; it was impossible to imagine they could ever

have a difference。  Shelton; whose bedroom was next to theirs; could

hear them in the mornings talking in exactly the tones they used at

lunch; and laughing the same laughs。  Their life seemed to accord

them perfect satisfaction; they were supplied with their convictions

by Society just as; when at home; they were supplied with all the

other necessaries of life by some co…operative stores。  Their fairly

handsome faces; with the fairly kind expressions; quickly and

carefully regulated by a sense of compromise; began to worry him so

much that when in the same room he would even read to avoid the need

of looking at them。  And yet they were kindthat is; fairly kind

and clean and quiet in the house; except when they laughed; which was

often; and at things which made him want to howl as a dog howls at

music。



〃Mr。 Shelton;〃 Ferrand said one day; 〃I 'm not an amateur of

marriagenever had the chance; as you may well suppose; but; in any

case; you have some people in the house who would make me mark time

before I went committing it。  They seem the ideal young married

peopledon't quarrel; have perfect health; agree with everybody; go

to church; have childrenbut I should like to hear what is beautiful

in their life;〃 and he grimaced。  〃It seems to me so ugly that I can

only gasp。  I would much rather they ill…treated each other; just to

show they had the corner of a soul between them。  If that is

marriage; 'Dieu m'en garde!'〃



But Shelton did not answer; he was thinking deeply。



The saying of John Noble's; 〃He's really a most interesting person;〃

grew more and more upon his nerves; it seemed to describe the Dennant

attitude towards this stranger within their gates。  They treated him

with a sort of wonder on the 〃don't touch〃 system; like an object in

an exhibition。  The restoration; however; of; his self…respect

proceeded with success。  For all the semblance of having grown too

big for Shelton's clothes; for all his vividly burnt face; and the

quick but guarded play of cynicism on his lipshe did much credit to

his patrons。  He had subdued his terror of a razor; and looked well

in a suit of Shelton's flannels。  For; after all; he had only been

eight years exiled from middle…class gentility; and he had been a

waiter half that time。  But Shelton wished him at the devil。  Not for

his manners' sakehe was never tired of watching how subtly the

vagabond adapted his conduct to the conduct of his hosts; while

keeping up his critical detachmentbut because that critical

detachment was a constant spur to his own vision; compelling him to

analyse the life into which; he had been born and was about to marry。

This process was disturbing; and to find out when it had commenced;

he had to go back to his meeting with Ferrand on the journey up from

Dover。



There was kindness in a hospitality which opened to so strange a

bird; admitting the kindness; Shelton fell to analysing it。  To

himself; to people of his class; the use of kindness was a luxury;

not significant of sacrifice; but productive of a pleasant feeling in

the heart; such as massage will setup in the legs。  〃Everybody's

kind;〃 he thought; 〃the question is; What understanding is there;

what real sympathy?〃  This problem gave him food for thought。



The progress; which Mrs。 Dennant not unfrequently remarked upon; in

Ferrand's conquest of his strange position; seemed to Shelton but a

sign that he was getting what he could out of his sudden visit to

green pastures; under the same circumstances; Shelton thought that he

himself would do the same。  He felt that the young foreigner was

making a convenient bow to property; but he had more respect for the

sarcastic smile on the lips of Ferrand's heart。



It was not long before the inevitable change came in the spirit of

the situation; more and more was Shelton conscious of a quaint

uneasiness in the very breathing of the household。



〃Curious fellow you've got hold of there; Shelton;〃 Mr。 Dennant said

to him during a game of croquet; 〃 he 'll never do any good for

himself; I'm afraid。〃



〃In one sense I'm afraid not;〃 admitted Shelto
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